So.. i'v got what some poeple might say a "weird outlook" on life.. some even called it selfish.. I dont like nor belive in the regular concept of "normal living". finish highschool.. study some more.. get a job.. get promoted.. get a wife.. have kids.. it sounds so boring and unnecessary . i think that love is a horrible emotion that causes you only false happiness and eventually depression. The human kind was not designed to commit to only one person.. we must be free.. Love leads to false happiness that leads to depression that leads to violence or self abuse.. I belive true freedom must be achieved at any cost.. even at the cost love and any other emotions.. My only true wish is to feel nothing.. all the time.. just become mentally and emotionally numb..
Now what i'm really trying to ask here is how abnormal all this sounds? Am i coming off as insane? i just want some feedback.. thanks..
I don't think that you sound insane but maybe you should try to do some different things and change up your lifestyle. If all you think is that life is boring and you never want to do anything anymore if kinda sounds like you are depressed yourself. Never wanting to do anything. So i would try to get out make some new friends have some fun meet some interesting new people!
it sounds like you just want your own way of living,and you would like to choose your happiness.which is great. it all depends on how you were raised too. when something comes to you more than one time ,whether its love, friendship,or a certain decision or occupation in life. look into it .it may be a sign to your pathway in life. i mean positive things.it sounds like something happened to you in your journey in life,address it before you get too bitter about it .if its not too late.you need to be totally honest about whats going on inside of you.wish you the best
You don't sound insane but you're not thinking about all the different kinds of love. You love your friends right? and you want the freedom to love more than one person right? so don't get married and settle down and have kids if you don't want to. Just have a lot of friends who you love.
Having no emotions is no good in my opinion. You can't enjoy anything if you have no emotions. The things you dislike make the things you like even better, so if you don't like or dislike anything it all becomes boring. That's just what I think. I know this whole concept is a lot more complicated than that but that's all I got.