My boyfriend who claims I am the love of his life is acting like I don't exist. My best friend ignores me constantly until she needs me, or to complain. The one thing in life I love doing will be over soon. I'm terrifies everyone's going to hurt me and leave me. My parents hardly see me or notice me, and when they do they complain. I'm in constant physical pain and the doctors don't know what it is. This time last month I was so so so happy and EVERYTHING is going wrong, I don't know what to do. This isn't like me at all. I used to love life, Now I just want to die. I'm not even exaggerating, I just want to end it, only i'm too physically weak at the moment to do it, and I don't want to hurt anybody which i know i will do if i end it. Please help me. I don't want to feel like this.
Calm down, don't stress. these are the things your parents might say by a quick chat. I don't know what that thing you love doing is but It can't be over, and if it has to than find something else thats just as good. Your family will always love you and will never hurt you willingly. That illness, i have no idea what it is but be strong and you'll pull through. Suiside is never the anwser. Watch enough tv and you'll see the affects it has on the people around you that you care about.