well, personaly i feel that i am effing insane. the reasons for this are as follows: i have a desire (and a plan) to one day rule the world half of my family is dead i no longer get sad at funerals i have trouble seperating my imaginary world from the real one (as in, somtimes ill bring up things in conversation that never really happened outside of my little imaginary world) i have a motherf**king imaginary world into which i retreat whenever i become bored or want to sleep i have a very violent and self destructive imagination i am very logical yet i have trouble not beliveing in fantasy, thus causeing me to be in an almost constant stae of confused reasoning i have trouble seperating book worlds from the real world aaaaand thats all i can think of right now, but, what do you think, should i see a psychiatrist or somthing? also wtf is wrong with me!?
a psychiatrist sounds like a good idea, but just know they are not majical healers. You have to do most of the work in psychiatry. They will ask you questions and give you guidance and you might find they wont quite understand you, generally no one can, only you; hence only you can help yourself. But before making an appointment, ask yourself, do you really want help? Are you feeling uncomfortable in yourself and feel like your mind is taking over you? I know you wouldnt have posted on here if you weren't concerned but if you dont have the energy or a strong desire to make changes to yourself then the psychiatry wont work. You have to want it. Goodluck