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im gay and my mother hates it and dont accept it but im about to graduate this year im a senior and im plannin on goin to college and im thinkn about goin natural so i can get dreads but my mother forbids it but wen i go off to college my mothers nt goin to b there to do my hair and i dont have a job so im nt and can pay to get my hair done in styles every week so wat yu thnk i should do?