Tell me what you think...

Every day I feel like I am plagued by my past.. When I was 3 months old my parents and I were in a car accident.. My dad was thrown out of the car and hit his head. He was in a coma for a month - and it took like 10 years to return to a sense of normalcy. After the accident my mom had a new sense of freedom I'm guessing, cause she would leave me at her dads house for days on end, so she could do her thing. So my grandpa decided to take me to my dads brother and sister (in law).. My dad stayed in my life but I never saw my mom again.. And she never saw her mom, dad, sister, brother or grandparents again..

In a way I had to move away and get married to get away from my aunt and uncle and their self destructing lifestyle.. I feel like I have been on my own since i was about 16... So here I am.. 24 years old, married to my husband 4.5 years.. we haven't had kids yet.. 'cause the economy sucks.. So I'm going back to school and trying to get my 2 year transfer to a 4 year. My husband was in the navy so he's got those benefits and stuff while he's going to school.. but i'm going on the generosity of my great uncle till my student aid kicks in... Life is better than it has ever been... Now that I have kicked people out of my life.. But just a couple months ago I was still depressed and hating my life.. Couldn't ever pay the bills, keep the power on and keep a roof over our heads.. Why is everything so hard?