I have really low self esteem. Whenever I see a pretty girl I break a little inside. Whenever someone calls me pretty I sincerely don't believe them. I don't want attention. Everyone knows me as the really loud girl who doesn't have many friends. It hurts, alot. I want to change but I have no clue how. Help?
Spend a lot of time with your self. Get away from those people who you mentioned as well as maybe your family. Make a list of the things that make you happy. Also, your worth isn't in your beauty or your voice. Its who you are. If you don't want attention then try not to center your thoughts on who is looking and if you are acceptable in their eyes. They are bitter heart-ed because they wish they could have the audacity to even speak out in public. So in that case, they tell you that they don't like your uniqueness in front of the people around, just to make themselves feel better about themselves. Today's society lacks self esteem, don't be like today's society. Spend a lot of time alone and look inside to find who you are, and if not, disregard what others think. Be yourself.